look down;
10 December 2008 @ 10:59 PM
two pathetic short damned words: FED UP
Yes, I'm fired up right now cause life isn't going the way it is.
Fucking Point #1: The Band is giving me TONS of stress, and as I said, I need a holiday but (refer to 2)
Fucking Point #2: I can't go cause Mummy is asking me to clean up a room that is not even mine and I'm not going to do it, furthermore, I'm going away for another holiday with my family on the day before it is planned to come back
Fucking Point #3: Family
I've just had band and some people just don't have the guts to say it in front of me, Si Perasan tuh! Fuck off luh if you don't like me, anyway, you're not welcomed in the band anymore cause you think you're everything and people WILL start to hate you. As a matter of fact, people already Hate you, with a capital H. And if you don't mind, I don't want to see your damn face again, I don't care luh. FUCK. I'm so the fucking mad ya know.
And please(another person), if you have to speak malay, please speak it properly. I hate it when I hear people say the wrong things luh. And it will turn out to be another meaning. And I don't think that I'm given the chance to do what I'm suppose to do luh. You all think that you can do anything by yourself despite the fact that there is someone else that can do it, even better. And I hate it, when people don't listen to what I say, though saying that I'm this and that but still, no respect is given. And you demand respect, if not, more attitude will come from you.
I'm just so pissed that I am stressed right now. I can feel my brain being pumped with more blood and I think the blood up there is boiling! I just can't take this ya know. That's why, POINT #2 is hated the most, yes, THE MOST. And this is why life is not going like it's supposed to. Darn it okay, can I just have a little peace.
Take me away, I need a pocketful of sunshine.
