hiatus
30 November 2008 @ 9:51 PM
ON HIATUS.
Till I return to Singapore and get used with a new-er lifestyle. Class chalet has passed and I've already skipped band camp to be here in JB, homework from dear Ms Farah and Mrs Pang will be done before a break. I'm in need of a break. A long carefree break for me to relax, properly
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jackass
@ 1:35 PM
I know I was being sucha jackass by not even informing anyone that I wasn't going to turn up for the camp. I'm here making a public apology to all the band members that now hate me cause they had to do my duties when I was away, and not even sure of when I would come back. And I know about gossips about me when I was away (thanks blue bird), though I know I deserve it and I know that's one way of bonding. I just hope you had a great time with each other, bonding as much as you can. I'm sincerely sorry!
I would just want to say, when someone dear in your family dies, school or family comes first? I hate myself for my mistakes, but I know I can't turn back time and re-do whatever wrong I did. If I could, I wouldn't be in this situation now. My mind's boggling me right now and I really can't figure out why the hell am I wasting 10RM/hour to sit here to type on this soon-to-close-down blog.
As you can see, I've changed the look on my blog to save people's eyes from being burnt down everytime they see my blog. I just hate light colors at the moment. And now, green seems to be a soothing color for me. Thanks alot yeah (people), for making me like this.
PS: I'm really sorry, my dear band members.
morsip.
11 November 2008 @ 7:38 AM
Met with Sabila on the eighth if this month and had a blast. We went to Mac for a chat and ended up talking longer than eating. Well, sometimes, it's good to eat S.L.O.W. We had laughs and caught up with each other, actually, I was catching up with her. Cause she knows almost everything! Thanks Sabila for the burger! On the way home, after sending her home, I was thinking of a maybe meeting another day and have more gossip or should I say morsip (inside joke). Another session of morsip Sabila?
Had a night with Sis and Aliah. Sat at the badminton court near Al's house ad watched the stars. While of course talking, notice I use the word talking. I watched them dance and check out the schools they are aiming for next year. NJC is starting their 6 years course next year. Yan, Yan, NJC?
Mum decided to make my IC later. Not caring bout the fine cause she's gonna take it out from my pocket money. So whatever, it ain't that important right? Been spending my days with the usual neighbors. And we went swimming yest. School is starting at 9 and I'm still in my PJs (as if I have one) in front of the laptop. Gotta get ready soon! I lost all my contacts, and I only remember like 4 numbers, which I'm not hundred percent sure. Shitake mushrooms~
Lots of things had happened at home and I think I'm just used to it. Yes, I'm USED to it. Cause it has been happening for like million and gizillions of times. I'm officially incontactable via handphone for God knows what reasons and the only way is thru MSN or shall I call you using the home phone. Which my mum didn't want to give me the number cause it's not gonna be ours forever. I know more problems are gonna crop up soon so I'll sit back and relax watching the drama.
"Take my hand, take a breath " Can I have this Dance - Zac Efron & Vanessa Anne Hudgens
Fantabulouso
06 November 2008 @ 8:33 AM
MOOOOOOnday
Had school, early in the morning. Had to reach before 9. And I was like 1 hour early. WTH! I think I need new specs cause it reads the wrong thing. Reaching home, something MAJOR happened. (Kept confidential with IDDY & Sabila ((: ) I was effing depressed luh, as if it was the first time. Yes, it was NOT the first time. But blah3, then went job hunting with IDDY at Elias CC. FREE NEWSPAPER! But cannot bring home, haha! Still couldn't find a job.
Choooseday
A. Maths was called off/of and the news of the lesson being called off/of only reached me when I stepped into the canteen. So I watched while they (GH, G, JK) were playing their Nintendo DS. I swear the games doesn't look interesting. & I just got to know that Mario has many series of his games, I thought it stopped at the famous Mario Land. Haha! I've lost contact with the cyber gaming world ever since, I stepped into secondary school(?) Gotta catch, NOT! 'O' Levels man! At night, I went to Aunt's house at Punggol to sleepover!
Yest
Woke up darn early, cause Aunt hates her children to sleep late, like I always do. From 5.25am onwards, I was sitting at the corner of the room staring in blank space. Till 6.30, when I got ready to go out etc. Reached school thinking I would be there 'early' with Ashley, but WOW! The Junior CMs were there. HAHAHA! They beat me on coming early. Schisksircies! A. Maths lesson was turned into a talking session since so many people didn't come, including me. Ha. Lucky I never go! Had Chemistry at 11. Fun practicals all the way... Mixing chemicals, is fun. But counting the mass, moles etc ain't. Band ended at 3, but my departure was prolonged as the QMs had to do something. So we walked, yes, we walked to the playground near my Aunt's place and played. Color catching becomes play with little kiddy day! ROFL.
What a day!
"Can I disown my siblings?" Azharrrrr
tired much?
01 November 2008 @ 9:47 PM
livejournal or blogger
I'm now on a thought, to stick with blogger or move to livejournal. I'm like attracted to livejournal's Current Mood and Currently Listening to gadget but in terms of the skin, I swear I don't know. I'm on the fence right now? Any comments?
Had a chat with Sabila just now & I'm so looking forward for prom next year (Good Azhar, 'O' Levels haven't even started and you thought about this). But after thinking about it, I don't wanna go. I would have nothing to wear, no one to go with, and I just dread going alone. Let alone there will be the this year's 4NAs and 3NTs. Sabila was like " don't won't (go for prom) la, its once in a lifetime" Her school's prom night are mixed with all the sec 4s and 5s, regardless on when they are going to graduate. Thinking...
From my previous post, people would have seen that I slept a little late. So today, I woke up at 12. Luckily, I woke up before my mum went back home or she would have given me a shouting. So I woke up and did the norm at started to use the laptop at 3pm. At first, I waited for Beverly Hills Chihuahua to load, but the picture wasn't clear and the loading took to long. So I decided to watch again, HSM 3. While chatting with Eisabella (Sabila) on MSN with the Safari window next to it. The loading was fast ya know, at megavideo.com. The 105 mins movie took only half an hour to load. Got the link from normal, www.watch-movies.net Somehow, I just couldn't wait for the musical part only as when I watched it in the cinema, I only thought of going to the toilet. Hahahaha! Got to watch HSM 3 and sent mum off to work around 7pm. TV was turned on, so I watched my personal favourite bitching movie, Mean Girls. They are as mean as ever I can say. Plastic!
& now, I'm chatting with Sis' friend Aaaaa-liah. Lots of thought in my head, I think my head's gonna burst soon. Thinking of checking out livejournal to start considering.
'Changes in life aren't fated, it's caused by your action' Azharrrrr
Sad
@ 1:39 AM
I've been reading other people's blog, mainly girls, and I feel for them. The effort they put so much to please their boyfriends and never make them worry seems to be wasted. The boyfriends will just mind their own business and say that they wanna sleep or will be going out soon. This type of boys are so heartless, being in a relationship isn't a game ya know, get it right. If you knew you would hurt the girl liddat, why get into one in the first place. & I pity those who sms-ed and call their boyfriends just to inform them that they are sleeping or going out etc. just to make them not worry. A note of advice, don't waste your time on these guys, ying hui na men mei yo liang xing. No heart. I really pity them, and they are giving but never taking. Any of you girls experiencing this, I think you should think about continuing your relationship with the guy. This may happen to guys too, just no common. So this shows that BOTH guys and girls can be as inconsiderate and irresponsible and mentioned above. Ha. The phrase boys will be boys is so outdated, boys want to become men, but they don't act like one.
Had band practice today followed by a late lunch at the coffee shop beside econ. Shared nasi briyani with Mamat but didn't share the cost if it. Hehe! Went to the roof garden and somehow ended dancing. & Mamat put my video dancing in youtube. Went home an slept, not noticing that my mum and sis were getting ready to go to Bugis to meet mum's friend. Spent the night playing amazing race with new friend John and Joy from Phillipines in the neighborhood. Internet is gonna be permanent now! Yay!
Last day of Hari Raya right? If I'm right, read here again.
"I want it all!" HSM 3 - I Want It All
