jackass
30 November 2008 @ 1:35 PM
I know I was being sucha jackass by not even informing anyone that I wasn't going to turn up for the camp. I'm here making a public apology to all the band members that now hate me cause they had to do my duties when I was away, and not even sure of when I would come back. And I know about gossips about me when I was away (thanks blue bird), though I know I deserve it and I know that's one way of bonding. I just hope you had a great time with each other, bonding as much as you can. I'm sincerely sorry!
I would just want to say, when someone dear in your family dies, school or family comes first? I hate myself for my mistakes, but I know I can't turn back time and re-do whatever wrong I did. If I could, I wouldn't be in this situation now. My mind's boggling me right now and I really can't figure out why the hell am I wasting 10RM/hour to sit here to type on this soon-to-close-down blog.
As you can see, I've changed the look on my blog to save people's eyes from being burnt down everytime they see my blog. I just hate light colors at the moment. And now, green seems to be a soothing color for me. Thanks alot yeah (people), for making me like this.
PS: I'm really sorry, my dear band members.
