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30 March 2008 @ 8:45 PM
when he found out he was going to be given away.
thinking of his escape plan?
worried?
felt like crying?
don't wanna talk bout it?
mat saleh selup!!
how i miss you! my current phone background.
My mum gave away two cats just now, technically, 1 kitten, 1 cat. Mr Kenit son of Rin and Mr/Ms Mat Saleh Celup, the victims of this incident. I know they miss us. Mr Kenit was reluctant to leave, he was growling on his way to the car, cause he knows he is being given away, I feel so guilty carrying him to the car as I myself don't want my mum to give them away, and making it worst, Kenit's sister is alone, I pity you Charcoal. We weren't expecting them to take Mat Saleh, cause they said they wanted the toilet-trained cat, which is so not Mat Saleh. Should have hidden him in the toilet with Chocolate, his friends, which is now lonely without him. This incident is like killing 3 birds with one stone in a majorotically(made it up myself) negative way, getting to take care of lesser cats in the house, hurt Chocolate & Charcoal. Both of them are lonely now, Charcoal and Kenit would be chasing each other in and out of the house if they were together, & Mat Saleh and Chocolate would be wresting each other on the kitchen floor. Isn't that devastating, loosing you life partner in just 1 hour of deciding. They should have kept to their promise, taking only 1 cat, which is Kenit, as I love Mat Saleh more, but never mind, I still want both of them back. Mat Saleh is only 1 month old and he is separated from his mum, Stripe. I felt like crying you know, but I wanted to make my mum happy, my sister did cry, leaving my mum to buy her chocolates, but using a part of my money. Though I still have 6 more cats at home, those two are the one that sparks the livewire at home, without Mat Saleh, Stripe will not Meow in search of him, and without Kenit, no one will lick my ear when I wake up late, I fell loved, but disgusted at the same time. How I wish they would regret and give them back, or maybe they run away from their new home and find their way back here. Mat Saleh & Kenit, I miss you! P.S, there's more pictures of beloved Mat Saleh in my mums phone, will put it up soon. Hope my mum's friend updates us with happenings involving the two of them. Chocolate is lonely, sleeping on my lap now. Saddening.
ッ This hearts, only beats for you ッ says
@ 6:11 PM
pictures of yesterday;
found at the ferry.
obstructing waves.
now that's obstructing waves; caused the bumpiness.
yesterday/saint john's island
29 March 2008 @ 5:38 PM
[yesterday]
After school, waited for Shaun while watching 'Bring It On: In It To Win It'. Actually, I watched it before, but Seri wanted to watch it too, thats why I got it for her to watch. At first, Ain and Seri was hearing the whole show with Seri's striking green earpiece, it's like this green. Then came Zaidah, who stayed back for Red Cross, took one side of the earpiece from Ain - as she had already watched it before, and that's where Shaun came down saying that the class was over. Seri asked Shaun, Putra, Zan Kai and Clarance to wait 5 minutes, but us failing to do that, they went out first. Finished around 4, went back to school for band practice.
something red with blood on it came out from my throat. don't say eew please.
[Saint John's Island]
Woke up around 6.15am, but I dragged my feet till 6.45am. Went to buy doritos for the trip and reached school around 7.36am. 6 minutes late, but nevermind, Ms Wong doesn't mind at all. I love the part where the clear water was very cold and I went in, relaxing! Feel like going there again, but it costs $15. Quite expensive for a trip to some southern island of Singapore.
TOP SECRET!
Muhd Andy Putra Bin Muhd Anuar, Shaun Michael Ng, Ng Cheng Kiat and me, POLE DANCED, in the ferry. videos will be uploaded when i get it from Macrina.
Choon Kiat got seasick, I didn't experienced it, Thank God. After that went to help Sabrina do her group's eBook. I only colored. But my group's gonna be better, so no use helping so much, they won't be any close to my group's. &thanks to me, they had some progress done, so yeah(: Sabrina is gonna owe me something. Tired! My eyes are preparing to close shop, but I wanna open, let's see who wins. Nite(:
conversation with Arafat ~ Hatred towards band
27 March 2008 @ 4:08 PM
Talked to Arafat yesterday, but I just remembered just now. Lets Start! He told me that he has the heart to go to band, but Mr Booi told him about the incident where he came for a practice, Ms Ten treated him as if he was invisible, which was BAD! But too bad, who ask you not to come right? I have no negative thoughts of my seniors, especially him, so far the best clarinetists. But he had to leave. Coming back to our conversation; Arafat said that he had the heart to go to band-as above. Just that his mum doesn't like him to come home late and get to know that her son is being asked to blow more for a small instrument - she is also scared that he just faint when he is playing his small flute, I think, THINK I can play 2 times better after being abled to play many instruments. Then he said, he didn't want to be treated like how the above person has been treated. Anyways, your life or your mum's life? Must you follow her every single instruction, she doesn't think that having a CCA may help you in you 'O' Levels, which I think you want to take. Going JC gives you -2 points from your aggregate if you perform well in the CCA. Didn't your mum think bout your welfare and your future? If not, I have nothing to say but, THINK PROPERLY PLEASE. No offense. Enough bout him, now bout me. You know how it feels like when you are playing something you like, or LOVE, and you have to play something else for the benefit of the band. Yes, I know I have the benefit of trying many instruments, but if i play something that I don't like, it just minuses away the fun and laughter that I want to enjoy in band. Could I have stayed in my section, I'll be happy to teach that ***** to play properly. But she has to play it properly and stop complaining bout things that are damn avoidable and you keep trying to get it again. How lame can you be? Million and one times tell you also no use? You don't deserve to be where you are now, and please, try not to choose something easy just because its light or doesn't use much strength, the thing is that you just can't play anything okay?! You join band just for the benefit in the points during 'O' Levels? I know. When you don't have the skills, learnt it, don't give up. When you have a melody or a very important part, try to play. Don't just see and say, 'Wah, so difficult, i cannot play!' and when i saw her score, it was just a bunch of semiquavers that can be played if you don't stay still in that same position. Playing that section requires you to move around you know, you think so easy is it? Think again, because of you, others are in misery now. Sorry Ain, I know you wouldn't want to see me writing this but so what, ask Tyra Banks, my blog my say. Don't ask me stupid questions like why must write until like that and whatever questions regarding this post okay(: May not go for band tomorrow, cause of the above mentioned, you want people to do things that they hate with love and joy? I don't think anyone in this world would do that, if have, call me okay(: or instant message me at a-_-b-_-a@hotmail.com.
responsibilities + controling
26 March 2008 @ 9:57 PM
I don't really know if this was a test but now, i still believe it is. Could they have done this to test to test me in controlling the juniors, ALONE, and without other seniors around. How hard it was just to attract their attention to just say an announcement. Now I know why the teachers on stage keep getting angry to not get the attention needed. Do I need to have a rank to get attention in the band. And it's so DIFFICULT to make the juniors work together, so much for a metronome in front of them, and i put the metronome in front of the clarinets, whom slowed down the whole band, playing a simple song, "Sesame Street". Those who are playing the melody is drowned by the clarinets 1 beat notes. Those heavy and loud crochets, killing the melody. If the background music is like playing so loud, the melody people has to blow their lungs out to get the attention than leaving the background music take over the whole song, which is incredibly disgusting and noisy. PEK PEK PEK! I don't play my saxophone like that, do I? I wanna play my sexy-phone; don't hate me 'cause I'm beautiful/sexy. Not! Just came back from meeting Ain, who is just stressed out at home, and now, she has a better curfew than me, :P. Don't action Ain, and I am listening to your mum's advice. I am gonna go to your house if you want me to study with you.
congrats Sabrina, yesterday was your anniversary right, I know, I remember (:
congrats Manjer, for giving birth to 3 kittens yesterday (:
lappy in and out (:
25 March 2008 @ 11:56 PM
My lappy just came back from its detention with my mum's friend. Three solid days without my lappy, lonely times, lonely times. I was really looking forward for today, but somehow, it just went overboard.
Seri had suspension; I was 'lonely'
Chars and Amirah went down late; even lonely-er + no entertainment to hype up the day
School was fine except for the two reasons above that made me quite crazy and stuff. There was English Enrichment Program with April and because of the late teacher in-charge for the other half of the class, we had combined into one and played the Local Delights game; I was mee siam. Never was I the one to say out the food name.
Then we had our presentations on the IcePop- or what my group call CondomPop, a condom that can be used as a container to make an ice popsicle during the day and a condom at night. Horny Jermyn made horny noises behind the screen making it sound as if he was doing it. But A* for the sound effects!
Then we had to cards, one Frog and another Spoon. We had to made a bulletin news or something like that, so i became the frog, trying to pull my eye out with a spoon. Made a 'hat' which was meant to be a container by using newspaper and turned it the other way round. I fixed my glasses on the 'hat' as if the hat was wearing it and it seemed that the frog had 4 eyes. Had fun in that act, i laughed the whole time, but feel on my bum a few times while squatting becoming the frog. So much excitement and fun for a day.
Went home straight, quite boring doing my homework but a miracle happened at home, my female cat named Manjer by it always asking to be pampered by our family. Pampered = manjer. I saw the cat come out of the V. This shows that my cat is not a V anymore. Laugh out loud. &&fyi, currently there is 3 kittens, &&&i took the vide of the 3rd one being given birth.
videos and pictures!
22 March 2008 @ 6:58 PM
sheryln on skates.
what's with the hand signal? the new lame sign?
acap's sexy pose
acap's pathetic pose
i call her bedah(:
semangat per!
Azyan VS Zahidah
Chicken Dance
sorry for the unflipped photos ):
{yesterday}
@ 6:44 PM
[yesterday]
went out with her, not gonna talk bout it, cause have feelings you know. then, went to my granny's house, laugh out loud, i had to rush to eat my nasi lemak to catch the ride with my granny. they said they at bedok, but thanks to cik wan, they reached pasir ris less than 5 mins. record breaking time. he speeds like, WTH. thrilling you know, but i couldn't feel it in the huge 8-seater car, honda wish i think, i don't really know cars that much. reached there, had to go back to take a CD, wasted petrol on me, and time for me. missed 3 bustops in 359, laugh out loud! i thought i was in 358 alright. so, i walked from west plaza to home. and yeah, i took the things and went straight there, the 359 dan late. 20 minutes never come, patience lost, took 358 from elias mall to interchange, got 359 in less than 3 minutes, must be a bus from the bay. reached granny's around 8.15, surprised, caused i went out from there at 6.45, isn't that fast -.-" took a lot of videos of us arm wrestling and candid pictures. went home in cik wan's car, he wanted to pick his fiancee from work and sat at the front seat. thats where i found out the thrill being in his car while he is driving. before going home, went to buy TenderBest roasted spring chicken at central. $7 for the whole chicken, delicious! cik wan almost passed a red light. i forgot to wear the seat belt, DAMN SCARED LUH! but thrilling, once in a lifetime experience you know, before he gets married in... i don't know?! homed at 10.45 i think. ate the chicken till 12. watched survivor: micronesia, fans vs favourites, though its not like that anymore. pictures and videos when i am free, which i think is now (:
19 March 2008 @ 9:24 PM
Ain came by just now, she just left ):
and yeah, she can't update her blog frequently now as her dad has taken away her freedom of the internet.
and now, I have forgotten on what I had in mind -.-"
but it was a typical day, just that someone was 'stalking' 'us' when we were walking to the bustop, stupid juniors, i have my life to okay!
had a sexuality talk just now by some external speaker,
the pictures shown was ****ing gross,
I had to ask Macrina and Siying to sit up straight to block the screen,
I was 100% disgusted, seeing everything that had been hidden under does skirts,
Eeeww!
Now, i had decided no to do it, and yeah, not until marriage, DUH!
Stupid 109 bus, could you have come later, I could had done what i wanted to,
freak.
high.
17 March 2008 @ 9:33 PM
thanks Amirah,
you made me high tonight(:
went to buy waffles just now,
then bumped into Amirah,
she made me high,
f.y.i, i am already medium now,
not low okays :P
sent her home just now,
how i wished she would lay her head on my shoulder and sleep,
wishful thinking hey,
and yeah, thanks Ain for the waffle,
and i know you miss me (:
but you know something,
i missed you more :P
emphasis on the pass tense (:
and thanks Amirah for making me high,
you made my day interesting.
P.S. the footprint at the bus stop is still there,
can you help me clean it away?
neww urll,
13 March 2008 @ 9:10 PM
stupid sister,
go see my blog for what?!
-.-"
and i changed (:
yay!
okays,
today was fine, raining luhh,
Sheryln went off first,
didn't get to send her home ):
but never mind, there's still next week(:
and yahh, its the second night in a row that we ate McDonalds takeaway ever since my sister's birthday,
lets see what i get on my birthday,
hehe,
PSS Band will be having a concert,
forgot the date,
-.-"
information will come out when everything is set and ready(:
12 March 2008 @ 7:47 PM
yesterdayy:
last day of AEM, actually,
i miss Mr Victor Joe's englishmen voice,
and him too,
but thank god, he said that other schools make their students take the AEM for at least 6 week i think, or was it 6 days,-.-"
but ours was five days, which at least make a difference (:
today:
1 month anniversary((:
band games day,
my group came out in champion in all 3 group games (:
the river game; which requires us to go from one side of the empty space to the other with all of us on the tables and chairs and come back to the other side,
we were the only group which didn't and need not need to start all over again.
the newspaper game; the game that we had to squeeze all 6 of us; me, wee kit, jerin, tub, peiyi, jiahui, sipei, wow, actually 7 in fact, we had to last for at least 10 seconds i think,
the music cards; dorothy made this game, but i only didn't know the two beat note's name, sipei told me that it was minum, but the right answer was minim, lol, a letter can change the whole answer ((:
bravo team BUBBLEGUM,
thanks to the leadership of me, self-proclaim nampakk,
pictures of our victories should be in by next post
(edit)
just came back from tanah merah interchange,
got 10 dollars, bangga seii,
and yeah, in the train, there was this indian girl,
like drunk siaa, keep swinging around the metal bars.
then another lady at the interchange,
kept staring at me with her really dark eyeshadow,
quite scary, QUITE.
and yeahh,
10 March 2008 @ 9:47 PM
had AEM,
whole day, AGAIN.
took video, of Mr Victor Joe.
funny larh he,
he just makes me laugh with his actions,
WHILE LECTURING.
are lecturers suppose to do that?
ate breakfast at Jurong Point,
HOTCAKES!
my love!
was full until lunch,
Charleen bought Mango Ice Kachang,
shared among Charleen, Seri and I.
delicious!
Then went back to SP larh,
my ezlink left $-0.15,
lucky after go back,
if not, no money go back SP seyy,
at SP ate another plate of mee goreng,
$1 only uhh,
good deal(:
anyways, homed at 8pm,
saw no one at home, so called my sister,
who was at elias mall buying dinner,
tagged along, bought nasi briyani,
YUMMY!
now at home(:
MARI KITA RAKYAT BUBBLEGUMMERS....
09 March 2008 @ 9:54 PM
i am NOT gonna talk about that ML incident already,
i just wanna let it go,
just now,
did the group flag,
quite nice lah.
but the scotch tape and the cacat logo spoils it a bit,
i saw the other groups work
&only found Ashley's one quite attractive.
quite tired though,
pity Sabrina's group had only 2 people
tried to help larh,
bt i couldnt see wat i could help,
pictures ahead,
to ML, 'i just wanna let it go, okays?'
it reads '9 water babied never fall apart'
the B.G, stands for our group name "BubbleGum"
so all of us in the group are called "BubbleGummers"
-.-"
and i just saw my cat trying to open the letch on the main door,
t get out of the house i think,
see her boyfriend ;)
tts all folks !
New Template & Tagboard
08 March 2008 @ 10:32 PM
hate it when people do lame things on my tagboard ,
okayyy shuttup ,
enjoy (:
hatethatiloveyou
06 March 2008 @ 9:18 PM
thinking, and thought ,
i wanna drop the matter (:
i just hate fighting ,
fighting are for children,
we don't fight now,
we talk (:
and i hate that i love you ,
its fading ,
it is ,
may go away soon ,
clumsy me ,
i am speechless ,
back to square one ,
this does not show anything ,
cause if it does ,
i would have already asked for it
HATETHATILOVEYOUSO.
05 March 2008 @ 10:41 PM
no mood to post anything because of the FAT PIG,
i wanna see you cry and roll down the staircase ,
let's see who gets the last laugh (:
-/shoe-ing loktang loteng sinis perli
02 March 2008 @ 8:28 PM
|=/ SHOEHUNT \=|
went shoe hunting with Ain ,
she had to buy her school shoes and were determined that she would have to get it today as she had only one pair of shoe ,
went to West Plaza ,
but sadly , she was a size 39 and their smallest was only 40 ,
i went home , did the video editing half way 'cause of happenings at home and headed to Afghanistan ,
of course not Afghanistan ,Afghanistan at Tampines Street 21 ,
she found what she wanted ,
but the size she needs will only come in next week , so sad):
she called Aathiqah, asked her if there was any other shop that sells shoes ,
but too bad , there wasn't any ,
so we decided to go to White Sands ,
i didn't know the small green button at the traffic light was still there , it was like a piece of memory there to appreciate the big buttons that are and shiny , just attracts my attention when the sun shines and the silauan , wow !
went to BATA , 'buy and throw away , wooo .'
but damn , there isn't the shoe she wanted ,
then Ain asked Hazimah , 'kat Loyang Point ader ?'
of course there is , it is just a matter that if Ain's craving for the shoe ,
but again too bad , there wasn't any ,
she actually thought of walking to our final destination , but THANK GOD , my sister called to ask me to go home earlier ,
the last destination was Pasir Ris Central ,
the place where i lived last time ,
the place where my old school who produced As for my mother tongue language for the whole year
'though i almost failed my english , hehe ,'
proceeded to marketplace where there was a shoe shop.
and at last , it was like heaven ,
WE FOUND HER SHOE,
alas , her shoe was discovered to be hiding some place quite near to us but we just couldn't thought that it would be there ,
so we went off , Ain bought chocolate waffle which i took 2 bites every time she passed it to me ,
i learnt 4 malay words today (:
loktang - means mengamuk , or very angry ,
loteng - attic
sinis and perli - sarcastic , sarcasm .
how wonderful was it to learn new words (:
01 March 2008 @ 7:57 PM
Long day ,
at first , went to tampines library larh ,
got cold shoulder treatment , not saying who
after that ,
went to century square go FOOD CULTURE larhh ,
then on the way saw this couple , making a BIG SCENE !
the girl was crying,
puling the guys shirt ,
we ( arafat , suzainah , fyqa , amalia , syikin , sabrina and of course me ) saw a pregnancy test kit on the guy's hand ,
it just shows that the girl is pregnant , DUH !
if not why the girldun wanna let hym goo ?!
-.-"
teens nowadays , those tt does this 'things' for pleasure ,
you know that there is a consequence ,
think larhh ,
pea brainarhh ?!
some more letting the girl suffer , ALONE !
i and arafat thought of like defending the girl larhh ,
but now , let them be , pndaiuatpndaitanggung ,
famous quotes from an old friend of mine's mother ,
haha , longg ,
i shared ice kacang with sabrina ,
arafat and syikin with their tom yam i think , suzainah or amalia with her laksa ,
too much emotions todayy ,
back to the library partt ,
cikguaszrina's son was there ,
kept taking books from the shelves and gave to cikgu ,
but cutelarhh he ,
arafat took the book NOG THE NAG BIRD ,
he kept saying it in 'really good' english ,
cute larhh he say ,
arafat slept on the bus , pictures of today above as seen ,