there you go again
27 December 2008 @ 1:58 PM
ą.ииe says: (AM 02:34)Hahahaha, funny or what?! I dozed off chatting with her, and correction, I slept around 4am, WTF, only 4 hours of sleep. And I managed to stay awake till 11pm last night. Superb! Okay, so as I was saying, I was woken up at 8.30am. Headed to PV to buy books for IDDY lil bro, sent the books home and headed to HSC. Bought IDDY's books and went straight to my school. And I forgot my booklist, good or what?! Lucky they gave me one(: Bought my books and went home. Chilled for a moment and proceeded to Eunos, to take SCV. Hahahaha! And now, I'm listening to music on MTV. Went down to play soccer and by 6.30pm, I was already at home.
wtfuck sioool.
&Az| says: (AM 02:34)
?? (Here, I was dozing off)
ą.ииe says: (AM 02:42)
neh nothing
ą.ииe says: (AM 02:43)
fuck
ą.ииe says: (AM 02:43)
kaki semut semut
ą.ииe says: (AM 02:43)
ahhhh
ą.ииe says: (AM 02:43)
hahaha
ą.ииe says: (AM 02:43)
kental (here, I checked my email)
ą.ииe says: (AM 02:51)
yey! satu gambar baru masuk!
ą.ииe says: (AM 02:56)
wey! kau da dapat gambar christmas from sonia? (here, I already slept, wth)
&Az| says: (AM 03:38)
76
ą.ииe says: (AM 03:39)
76 of what?
ą.ииe says: (AM 03:39)
aku terlupe what we were talking about
&Az| says: (AM 04:11)
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ą.ииe, infinite says: (AM 04:47)
OI OI OI
At night, around 7.30pm, I was out waiting for Ain under her block to go buy our stationaries, and by the time she went down, I finished TWO ice-cream cones, actually ice-cream with bread luh, but still, 2. Was back at around 10.30am and knocked out.
Today, I was woken up by Mummy again, early around 8am. Cleaned the house and at last, my house looks better than Ain's house, hah! Okay, lame. Planning to slack with IDDY in the evening, or maybe kick a ball or two. If not, I'll just kick the bucket (; Okay, wth.
I am so prepared for school!
2)
3)
4) Stationary, ASAP please
5) School books, 27th December with IDDY
6) School Uniform, neh, skip that, I'll use my old one^^
7) School reopen-ing, can school start on the 5th of January? less than a week left baby.
8) Glow in the dark earpiece that goes with my Lavendar/Pink PSP (can this be made compulsory??)
There you go again, when you start, you can't stop huh?
Merry Belated Christmas?
26 December 2008 @ 12:23 AM
So we went to the other carpark. There, was MUCH more bapoks. All sitting on someone's car hoping that the driver was a lonely horny guy in need of sex. Van was parked back facing the group of bapoks. And the bapoks noticed us, we were like laughing luh. And they were pointing at us. One of the bapoks was wearing a bustier, and he/she purposely bend down in front of a car, and the guy was like looking. Tangkap steam kaper?! But that bapok is so stupid, keep adjusting his/her bustier. I was surprised when I saw a Malay man in a van stopping by a bapok, and the bapok conveniently went into the van. HIGHLIGHT: MALAY man. Has he no shame or what?! I swear I was disappointed with my own race for a moment.
Otay, so we headed to Zul's house. Talk, talk, talk, talk. Went to WP for a while and bought midnight snack, prata. Wasn't really in the mood for food, but I had to. Like what malay people say, 'Rezeki tidak boleh ditolak'. Ate and headed into Zul's room. More talk about girls. I don't know, maybe we were talking about girls cause he has a girlfriend. And he told me lots of unexpected things, a lot. Bloghopped, and by 6am, I woke up my sister and went home. Slept like a pig, 6 miss calls from Mummy. And when she woke me up, I could open my eyes. She even asked me to find some stuff for her, in my heart, 'Hello? Can't you see I'm tired' But never mind, she just came back from night shift, I have a heart ya know.
Woke back up around 12, and watched some Christmas oriented TV shows. By 2, I dozed off, and I left SMS conversation with Sabila hanging. Coincidently, when I woke up, she texted me that she also dozed off. 4.30pm, I went down to the playground. Some people were throwing water babies around and smashing them on the playground floor, and I helped. Played soccer for a while and headed home. Night plans, go on. Ain texted me asking if I wanted to lepak with her and Sam. So I did, went to Sungei Api-api and sat there cause there were some problems (not). Sent Ain home around 10.30am and I was with Sam playing german daidi under my block. Homed at 12 and had midnight snack. I think I've updated enough.
" No, happily never after
That just ain't for me, because finally
I know I deserve better after all,
I'll never let another tear drop fall. "
fah-me-re-do ):
24 December 2008 @ 11:43 PM
Went to Sonia's open house with Ain. Okay, nothing to say. I'm waiting for an sms to get down, gonna watch my sis play with her friends, while playing PSP. Somehow, I feel depressed, hahahaha! Must be my hunger taking over my body. Okay, yeah!
(if you think it's you, so be it)
My tittle has already gave a hint of sadness. I just feel that you are different, and from past experiences, I feel outcast when I'm with you, cause I don't feel belonged. Lucky I have other friends. I'm freaking confused that you are like that now, really. And you've changed, a lot.
b-b-b-b-b-b-b-b-b-b-bowling
21 December 2008 @ 11:35 PM
1)
2)
3)
4) Stationary, ASAP please
5) School books, 27th December with IDDY
6) School Uniform, neh, skip that, I'll use my old one^^
7) School reopen-ing, can school start on the 5th of January?
8) Glow in the dark earpiece that goes with my Lavendar/Pink PSP (OPTIONAL)
Can't wait for ex-pv gathering, OMG! 'N' Levels next year. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG! Don't ask me(:
mojojojo.
16 December 2008 @ 9:53 PM
SORRY(:
12 December 2008 @ 12:51 AM
There's a golden glow that surrounds us now.
It covers all the earth.
It protects us from unpleasantness,
and reminds us of our birth.
I seem to feel what others feel,
they know my thoughts as well.
I even hear the animals and
the stories that they tell.
Their tales go back two thousand years.
They all knew this would come.
We could've learned so much from them if
we hadn't been so numb.
But that is past, and now we have
the chance to do things right.
With open hearts and open eyes,
we need only trust the light.
That's all for this morning, folks.
look down;
10 December 2008 @ 10:59 PM
two pathetic short damned words: FED UP
Yes, I'm fired up right now cause life isn't going the way it is.
Fucking Point #1: The Band is giving me TONS of stress, and as I said, I need a holiday but (refer to 2)
Fucking Point #2: I can't go cause Mummy is asking me to clean up a room that is not even mine and I'm not going to do it, furthermore, I'm going away for another holiday with my family on the day before it is planned to come back
Fucking Point #3: Family
I've just had band and some people just don't have the guts to say it in front of me, Si Perasan tuh! Fuck off luh if you don't like me, anyway, you're not welcomed in the band anymore cause you think you're everything and people WILL start to hate you. As a matter of fact, people already Hate you, with a capital H. And if you don't mind, I don't want to see your damn face again, I don't care luh. FUCK. I'm so the fucking mad ya know.
And please(another person), if you have to speak malay, please speak it properly. I hate it when I hear people say the wrong things luh. And it will turn out to be another meaning. And I don't think that I'm given the chance to do what I'm suppose to do luh. You all think that you can do anything by yourself despite the fact that there is someone else that can do it, even better. And I hate it, when people don't listen to what I say, though saying that I'm this and that but still, no respect is given. And you demand respect, if not, more attitude will come from you.
I'm just so pissed that I am stressed right now. I can feel my brain being pumped with more blood and I think the blood up there is boiling! I just can't take this ya know. That's why, POINT #2 is hated the most, yes, THE MOST. And this is why life is not going like it's supposed to. Darn it okay, can I just have a little peace.
Take me away, I need a pocketful of sunshine.
bake-a-cake!
08 December 2008 @ 12:53 AM
th eggs tht I reserved th shells, for fun!It's 12.54AM and I had just finished baking a Marble Cake. Since tomorrow, or can I say today, is Hari Raya Haji, my household always have something special to eat. And this year, I baked a cake with dear Sister. Since my mum will be working from 1pm to 6pm today, I arranged my tuition to be later in the evening cause I won't be going out the whole day, and I hate being home the whole day.
Yesternight, I met Ain under the block again, for a few games of DD and GDD. Lazy to spell it out. So we talked and talked and went home by 9pm. Earlier yesterday, I was really hungry. And I just found out something about myself. Whenever I get hungry, I'll get grumpy. Mummy told me to go down and take some things from her friend but she didn't tell be specifiically what time and where. So I just went down to the main road, as usual and waited under the hot scorching sun. I was like banging my feet out of the house, and Mummy started to get angry. Luckily, when I got home, she had already cooked something. Unfortunately, I remembered that there was no rice. WTHell. I asked my sister to check whether there was any more rice left but NO, she didn't check. Thank God, there was some leftovers from the night before's dinner. So I ate, and the grumpiness went away.
GOOD NEWS Bby! Ain's Mum asked whether I was interested to following her family to JB for a week's holiday at the kampung they own at Ayer Hitam. Too much info right. My mum said I could go! Yay yay! Oh oh oh, balik kampung! So, I'll be having 2 holidays in a row. 12th - 19th, I'll be in JB. And 20th - ??th, I'll be away to Malacca with Mummy an Sister and at last to see the newly renovated house in Durian Daun.
It's been long since I went for a holiday. Real long. &I miss the kampung spirit when everyone gathers and play games together. From Teng Teng to Chapteh. And sometimes, Kampung Catching! Ha. I'm so excited to go for a holiday. And I'm so looking forward for the trip this week with Ain! Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh, I can't help but wait.
PS: Sheryln, you're missed!
jogging or what?!
05 December 2008 @ 10:16 PM
It was raining the whole day, so I canceled my plans to go to Tampines. Night fall and the rain stopped, wow! I think the rain hates the dark. Ha. Okay, so my sister asked me whether I wanted to go jogging then I was like okay. So I invited Ain, and surprisingly (sorry Ain), she wanted too. And coincidently, she was jogging on her treadmill a minute before I called her. Such nice timing. So we were on the phone before going out, sister decided not to go jogging and go play dolls or whatever with her friends. So we planned to jog all the way to Sunplaza Park. I swear Ain was dragging me and I don't think I burnt any fats. I think the furthest we really jogged is around what?! Less that a kilometer, but still, we tried our best, I mean, Ain tried her best. We were walking as soon as we got off the overhead bridge behind block 124.
And right after passing this petrol kiosk, I nearly ended my life. The effing van driver just can't see that there is a zebra crossing and that I was already on the way to cross. I just went it front of it and my body really made a stretch like going towards the direction of the van is moving and it stopped exactly when I was in the middle of the road, actually in the middle of his van luh. Suggested to walk all the way to Ikea and back home. So we passed Tampines Fire Station, the whatever building beside it. I swear, the population of banglas there is like a lot cause everyone that passed us seemed to be a bangla, no offence or anything~ Okay, but we enjoyed the deep puddles where I could soak my feet it and where Ain could really clean her(LOL!) shoe. At least it's clean. We were at Ikea around 9.30pm and headed to Ain's crib fer a while and went back down for a drink at the vending machine.
You know what we noticed under the block? Police vehicles patrolling, yeah, patrolling! At 10pm~ WTHell, who the hell would want to go home at 10pm chilling under the void decks! It's the school holidays, unless you think what, we wanna do some illegal thing or what! The security in Singapore is getting too tight nowadays. There should really loosen it. Just because it wants to be a first grade/top class/first world country, doesn't mean they have to over do some things right?
5th December 20008
I woke up on time! At last. Though I only slept at 2am after having a chat with Ain on the phone(it's outgoing FREE!). Woke up without the aid of Mummy. My so far the best achievement I've made in my holidays.Muhammad alighted at the Ris Grandeur bus stop since I asked him to. Thanks uh Stalker! Then we missed 2 buses, cause I went down with Mummy. But still, we weren't late. Yay! Luckily Dorothy was in the same bus as us. We had our lunch at the coffeeshop at Econ.
Stayed back after band to help with the banner and accomplished to write the border of the letters B and A. Not much of a movement in the banner but still, some work has been done(: Planning to go to Tampines tomorrow for grocery shopping.
At last, Sabila has came back from Batam. The first thing that I said to her;
Sabila: Yo!I really missed her you know. Wanted to meet her last Tuesday but she told me she was going away. So I had the urge of meeting her with me all the way till today. But at least I got to talk to her. Yay!
Me: YO! (excited uh)
Me: You know what?! I missed you!
Sabila: Aww!
off-hiatus
03 December 2008 @ 9:42 PM
Been spending most of my time on the internet these few days and mummy and I decided to open up a service blog. We can do a lot of printing with the Canon printer we bought during the IT show a few months back. I swear, that this printer prints lots of good quality picture, of course it also depends on the quality of the picture, duh!
Met up with Ain and had great laughs, we talked on the phone for hours, talking about her of course. LOL! XD I never talk about myself. I don't feel good talking about myself, I'd rather someone point out my flaws for me to work on it.
Band practice just now. Tried the piece 'Eiger'. Despite the frequent change of time signatures, the song is beautiful, even having little players in the band. I could see that the band had bonded and I feel that we are one big family. I hope we can stay united, forever. I'm so gonna start an alumni band, I just love band music, and of course, music!