You're my sunshine after dark

partially Hiatus

29 June 2008 @ 6:54 PM

They were supposed to be showing off their manicure, NOT JEALOUS!
Internet at home is off & currently blogging at Sengkang Library. Many things had happen & I just can't find a way to start. Yesterday's concert was fun! Okay, fun, but not pleasing to here. Darn, I didn't play my melodies well, but I played my harmony parts well. How lame. Missed going shopping with my mum at Bugis after that. But I did have a great time having dinner at Compass KFC while celebrating Jerin's birthday, &yeah, Happy Birthday Jerin! That's all folks, till the next time.

I wanna grow old with you..

26 June 2008 @ 10:40 PM

A criminal for a day.

Schools per normal. Brought the lappy to school and did the SS Project we are almost done with, just left with the notes for our classmates and more information which I had gotten. Went to Elias Mall with Ain & was stuck there for less than 2 hours, yet, she wanted to go home. Followed her wishes and went home. Something happened at home which I will be keeping to myself. Rushed through my English Comprehensions and talked to Ain on the phone for a while. Ha. Aku bunga-ed? Lame shit. Acted something to Ain and she seem to believe it . Ha. How pathetic can she be? &Yet she say she know to very well. Tomorrow's the last practice before the actual concert. OMG OMG! 1 more day luh seii!

Wednesdddddddddd:ay

25 June 2008 @ 11:18 PM

Ain didn't come to school today, so did Amirah. I went to school a bit later than my usual timing. But still, I reached school in time. New Rule #1: Before 0730 not considered late. Not a rule, but just to me, a privilege. Sabrina treated me Mee Soto for recess & followed after that, some other boring lessons that I used to sleep in. School ended and it was band, this time, the combined practice was in the multiplex room. Ended 10 minutes before the school was closing. Homed around 7.30pm. Ate and started with my English June Holiday Assignment. I am darn slow to be doing my JUNE HOLIDAY Assignment right after it ended. I am still left with 4 comprehensions, which I will try to ask Mrs Pang for an extension. I hope she understands.

I've been thinking & I wanna change myself for the better. Mrs Pang said on Monday, "Azhar, your works are A1, but due to your not handing in your homework, you pulled down you own marks to D7". I will change, especially for English, but I swear I won't be reading the small book the school gave us. Ha. I'm so pathetic. I wanna read Sidney Sheldon. (: You should read his books, he died last year anyway.

firstday/sickday

24 June 2008 @ 10:41 PM

FIRST DAY♥

First day was a great nightmare! Everything is new! The homeroom system has been scrapped, & now, I already miss walking from classes to classes loosing some weight & building up my leg muscles. &This new non-IP Head - MR Eric Koh? Showing off his experiences and thinks he can do anything. We sat at the damn hall for a whole hour, just to hear him speak, lame or what?! The good thing is, we still have our lower secondary recess, yay!

SECOND DAY

No time to blog. Nites.

bugis/get smart

22 June 2008 @ 11:59 PM

Went to Bugis just now, then watched 'Get Smart'. Hilarious! I would rate it 5/5. Ha. People, watch this movie, though, waiting for the DVD would be better 'cause you can watch it dozens of times & have loads of fun. Lol. I love this part.

BadGuy: How do we know that you aren't from control?

Smart: If I was from Control, you would be dead by now

BadGuy: &If you were from control, you would be dead right now.

Smart: Neither of us are dead now, so we are not Control

BadGuy'sPartner: That sounds logical enough

Was laughing like hell luh, & no one was beside me that time. Hahaha, we missed the first 30 minutes of the show, sadly. But at least I got the story line right. Ate at Elias Mall mac after all the time we spent at 700+ & Ain camwhored there, with all the junk food she had eaten. Hmph. &She wasted my handphone battery which died as soon as I reached her house to wait for my sis. Sis went home darn late luh, she said before 10, but she was waiting outside Ain's house around 11. Anyway, I watched IT just now. No comments on that. &FEI(for everone's information) it's thanks to Ain that I woke up early just now, despite the fact I only slept at 3 last night. But actually it' a good thing, I would have missed a lot just now. Tomorrow's school & I am totally not ready for it. I can't wait to earn money, hehehe. Class tees anyone? Class tees?

Great news, my headache is gone right now, but my legs are hurting and my finger was cramp just now while sriting something on Faz's belt. &That's the only finger that is so called 'crooked' right now.

I so don't feel like making friends right now, it's not that I don't wanna make friends, it's just that I can't start one. &Sorry for those who wants to make friends with me, I just ain't ready. Argh! Complicated eversince 27 December 2006. Hmph, lots of things happen in that year. Pick yourself up Azhar, everyone's is waiting.

congkak/babies

21 June 2008 @ 7:35 PM

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Had band, went home. Bathed & headed to Ain's house. Watched Congkak & follow her to blah3. Head was hurting like hell. Went home & slept. Haven't eaten myy hotdog roll!

[today]

Greeted by Ms Hidayah when I was on the way home from mall. We exchanged 'Bitches' with each other. Went out to Bugis to borrow my mum's books as she needs to do her stuff. She bought for me Levis Jeans(: Met Ain for a moment & headed home alone as my mum was still doing her stuff. Was supposed to send some stuff to Aunt's place but when I called, some indian man/lady picked up the phone & when I asked for my Aunt, "No have, No have". Hahaha, in the train was babies galore, 3 baby strollers & when the train went into the tunnel from Kembangan to Bedok, they all cried at the same time. Owh!

I have 4 tickets to sell for the upcoming concert, contact me for details(:

Children.

17 June 2008 @ 11:10 PM

Ashley unlocked the kid in me. Actually, I unlocked it long ago. Had band today, & lunched at LJS with Ashley, Sabrina & Joey at RM. Since Sabrina's meeting her boyfee at 4, we decided to pei her till she meets him. Ashley toured me around her neighborhood's most fun-nest playgrounds. Had fun in every playground, then since we wanted to pei Sabrina & had to kill a lot of time, off we went to Future Park, many Punggolites there that really almost spoiled my day by calling my name & laughed at us the whole time, the secret was almost of out my bag. Played every single thing there, I thought there was a swing, sorry :( But Ashley & I really had fun at that swing thingy. Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!

Then we headed to Compass, had desert & sat down outside the LRT for a while. Then everybody left. I was lucky, I got the bus as soon as I reached the bustop. &Sabrina confirm late for her boyfee. Nevermind, let him wait, you did the waiting last time, things should really change Sabrina, so must you. Went home and had tuition, Roger really took the chill pill yeah. But I won't take it for granted. Shall bring my homework tomorrow for band to be done at lunch. It finishes late tomorrow again. I hope there'll be no jogging tomorrow, my knees are hurting like hell. I feel so hyped up right now. Caused something massive have just been added to my blog. Ha, not massive enough to be seen, but felt. More pictures ASAP.

Early Morning

16 June 2008 @ 11:18 PM

Oh yes I did it(:

Did not slept at all on Sunday night & was chatting with Ain the whole night. Sent Ain's sister to the bustop early in the morning, around 0540. Ain was really 'jakun' about going out early. Ha, she's not an early person - waking up late. She missed the day on Sunday. Remember(!), I'm writing this on Tuesday. Okay, so she was REALLY 'jakun' bout it, we were like laughing all morning luh. &The people at the bustop was all adults, & they were staring at us like as if they had never seen teenagers out in the morning, as if teenagers are night people only. I'm trying to be specific here, so hold on(: After sending her sis off, we walked to West Plaza, since Ain has money and wants to treat her brother something. WE CAMWHORED on the overhead bridge, early in the morning. *Laughs* Ooops, & this is one of the pictures. More on http://profiles.friendster.com/azharrrrr Walked back home and went out for school. Back late & didn't have time to do my A. Maths tuition homework, I hope Roger takes the chill pill.

new skin.

15 June 2008 @ 11:59 PM

Slept late last night, around 2am & was woken up by my mum around 7. Then I slept back, but woke up in the 1.30pm. Wow, I think I slept darn long luh, but at least better than they sleepy head Ain. She woke up at 6.29pm - according to the sms that she sent me saying that she just woke up. Went to Simei just now to send some stuff to my mum's friend & went window shopping at East Point. At last, bought some stuff at Challenger for mum. Went home & sent mum to the bustop, had some laughs bout some SECRET stuff. Hahas. Then went to Ain's house to edit my skin. Thanks to Ain. Ain's a geek, and so am I. She said that anyone that sits in front of the computer for more than 5 hours is a geek. Lame shit shall not be entertained, ha. Watched lame IT & Pushing Daisies. An hour of computer madness & then Solitary. Wow, goodybye number 5. Hahahaha, that backyard wrestler. I can't believe that a fat ass like you can become a wrestler, not that because you are fat, but your endurance suck man. I can do the treatments without lifting a finger luh. -.-: May not be sleeping today. Confirm tired when I go to school tomorrow. Ha, as if I can even go to school. There's English lesson tomorrow, & I will not be going. I'll just act as if I don't know anything(: Shhh, it's a secret.

14 June 2008 @ 11:26 PM

This lazy person slept late but woke up early again. Woken up by mum, 'cause she wants me to help her with the cutting of DVD covers for her previous assignment so that she can gives it to her client by tomorrow. FYI, she does videographing. Anyone having special events round the corner and wants to re-live it again, ask her to video your event and she will give you a copy of what happened, if possible, there will be bloopers. Mum went to work an hour later as she was covered by her friend, so we lunched at home. Sis loves to flip the egg when she fries her eggs. So we made her fry umpteen times & let her enjoy herself. Anyway, it's Saturday. Was supposed to follow sis to her friend's birthday party but on second thought, neh. I'll miss it for anything. Mum's friend was 'supposed' to collect the video camera & the DSLR camera today but he didn't come buy. So what I did was camwhore. Crazy! A lot of poses, & the best thing is, I can toggle anything without my mum knowing, but so far, I didn't spoil anything(: Many pictures, many effects, but I only managed to chose 9 I don't know, 'special' pictures that I like or have the feeling to edit it(: But the one that I love is this , not really special but see how clear the keyboard letters are. A work of art I can say, but it is all thanks to that Fuji camera. Edited like 3 pictures in a few hours. That's how my day was wasted. Not really wasted, but, something good came out(: Nobody seems to be tagging my blog, oh please passer-bys, feel free to tag(: Spams that don't look bad won't be deleted but those that will give a bad impression of me will be deleted. There's an instant access button so that I can log in and delete unwanted tags. Mum didn't know that Sis went out so I covered for her & talked to the phone with Mum to give her time to reach home and do the necessary things. Ate egg, rice & tuna for dinner & now waiting for Ain to be online. I hope her mum didn't plug off the wire to prevent her from using the com. Her mum called me and explained to me everything, lamo, I was like, 'Yeah', 'Okay', 'I understand', but I didn't really listen to her. My mum was beside me and I was just acting to smile and smile and smile to not make her suspicious. Haiz, band intensive practice is like still so far, 2 more days, 48 hours! I miss my darn horn. 687337? don't remember my full serial number. Ha. Whatever, my horn will be waiting for me. See ya horn, on Monday, I'm counting the minutes. Hahaha!

13 June 2008 @ 7:43 PM

This is my dream desktop. Grr.

A whole day out! At last! Went to Geylang to eat lunch, Nasi Ambeng, with Aunt Joy. Hmmmm. Then headed to Suntec City for the PC Show. Wow, I'm really envious of the people who bought things luh, I, did not buy anything. NOTHING. At level 6, e.Pic has a booth there. Advertising all Mac stuff. Wow! &I saw like 3 people buying a 25 inch iMac! 25 inch! My previous iMac looks so darn small. I consider myself as a green eye monster. &When I saw ANYONE carrying a Mac, I'll be shouting 'Ibu!' with the like i-am-so-darn-jealous voice. I can't wait for the end of this year, my mum's going to buy a MacPro. Can't wait! At the Show, met another of my mum's friend, Yati, so she tagged along. Then blahblahblah, headed to Marina Square. Ate at Mac, while waiting for my mum's friends to come back from checking out something. Ate McChicken & a quarter of my sis' McSpicy. &Another McFlurry, and before we could finish our McFlurry, Cik Yati bought us another ice cream cone. Freaked out for a while but since she already bought it, I had no choice but to eat. In one day, I have eaten like -Nasi Ambeng, -Bandung, -McChicken, -Lots of fries, -Mcflurry, -Ice cream cone. I feel like I had eaten a whole chicken. Okay, back to my story. On the way home, on the train, there's this Bangla holding onto the top railing right beside me. The armpit smell was like, last warning sial! Whoa! I really think that anyone with BO, should have the consideration to NOT hold onto the top railing. It contributes to air pollution you know. Bad 5 minutes of my entire life. Eeew! &At Bugis, another inconsiderate person came in. She talk on the phone like WTH luh, I can't even hear what I'm thinking! &Her basic Malay to pronounce names of places sucks luh. Aljunied becomes 'Aljuneed', Kembangan becomes 'Kebagan'. Try pronouncing that, sound darn awful. Then still can talk so loudly, everyone stared at her, & she stopped talking on the phone. But still tak puas hati, still can say, 'What stare stare?! not happy uh?'. &SHE is a 40 year old women luh! I saw her working pass with her birthday on it. Her name? Don't know what shit name luh. Surprised that a 40 year old woman would do that. First time!

@ 7:00 PM

I have just went into my old friend's blog and I really wanna help this person. Darn it that we just can't get along for a lot of misunderstandings. She doesn't deserve to be in a three party relationship, she rocks okay! I've given out the gender, so what, you'll know her later. She wrote in her blog that ANYONE that could help her, so I have the urge to do so. I just hope she reads this. After like 3 years of friendship, she really deserves someone better. She has a heart of gold, a glib tongue, a friend who really is there when someone needs her, someone who doesn't demand for anything but just love & care in return for hers. & this is what her darn boyfee is doing to her - having a third party. WTF. Sorry to say this but her boyfee, really has no dick. If you wanna have a third party, make it not so heartbreaking for her, not make her the third party. Atleast, you should see who is worth it to be with. Who loves you more? Who you love? If you really love ______ then don't do this to her, you know she doesn't deserve it. But if you love the third party, get the hell out of her live man, she deserves someone better. To friend, there are a lot of guys out there. You're still young, there's still many chances to have your true love, live it. Don't be like me, get rejected for everything & don't want to change anything. Be flexible my friend, you are still young. http://anne-nus.blogspot.com

12 June 2008 @ 11:23 PM

Woke up darn late today. 1pm. Okay, at least better than that sleepy head Ain. Woke up & cleaned the house. I swept the floor, & mopped it after that. Did the toilet next. Best attempt to cleean the house ever, Ain should be impressed in the state my house is in right now. Just don't look at eh rooms(: Had tuition, & this is first 4th lesson when I had to pay the fees. Now I know how expensive it is. 25 buck an hour. 2 hours per lesson. 2 times a week. After the 4th lesson, 200 bucks gets into the tutor's pocket. He thought like 1 & an half hour & I yawned like 3 to 6 times. What the hell is my body doing to me OR What the hell am I doing to my body? Haha. Whatever it is, I'll still be sleeping late tonight. Tomorrow going PC Show. YEAH! Another opportunity to buy something. Hahahahahaha! My mum hasn't topped up my prepaid. I hope she does tomorrow. 90970993 people! Can't wait for the intensive band practice for the concert the next whole week. Countdown to Concert Day: 16 days. Wow, its like 2 weeks and 2 days left. I have really been practicing on my mouthpiece, & guess what?! I can reach the darn high G. I think. Regret not bringing home my horn though it saves some energy. Been exercising recently too to train my stamina. I hope I can blog again later. I hope.

@ 3:12 AM

It's 3.15 now & I just finished helping Ain with her links for her blog. She just changed her skin. Again, in like only a 4 days time frame. She really gets sick of her skins real fast. NOTE: All skin creators out there, move faster before there is no skin for Ain to use. Actually, her having no skin to use is better. Hahahaha! I wonder how my mum is supposed to wake me up at 6+ to iron her clothes for her. &When I sent her the list of links, she started her own one, & only reached F. So slow. Haha! I don't feel like sleeping anyway. I hope Ain doesn't. So there is someone to accompany me. But looking at who is online, there are 4 other people that can entertain me now. &those for people just don't sound as entertaining as Ain could be. So I think I will turn in as soon as she does. Will be blogging more, I hope.

@ 1:35 AM

Summer donuts! Had one donut for supper. Bought it at Esso when my sis & I picked my mum from the bustop as it was already late. Currently trying to 'Pimp Up' my friendster & start something new. Helped my sis to install the darn Firefox on her lappy for me to use 'cause her Safari & Internet Explorer is acting up, again! Using it now for MY Friendster & Blogger before it acts up again & before she uses it later in the morn. I don't know why, but I'm blogging at 1.40am on my mum's payday. Planning to sleep soon, I think. Hahaha, just hope that I have a nice sleep.

LIBRA's HOROSCOPE

The Bottom Line

What is the harm in flirting with people a bit more? If you like them, show them!

In Detail

Even if you're dying for some peace and quiet, today's activities will be so tantalizing to you that you'll be convinced you should come out and play! In terms of your love life, you have to stop ignoring the fact that something is starting to develop between you and someone else -- sure, this might be complicating things, but what is the harm in flirting with them a bit more? If you like them, show them! You don't have to take it any farther if you're not comfortable.

Is my horoscope trying to tell me something?(!) Hahaha, let's just find out sooner or later. For the record, I don't flirt. Frucking horoscope. Libras don't flirt you know, especially the childish ones that are born(ed) on 1st October(:

11 June 2008 @ 1:59 PM

Did homework for the last two days. A. Maths tuition homework that is. I need to finish another 6 questions before tomorrow's lesson with him. On Monday, met Ain under 637 & did some homework, she said my calculator sucks. Maybe you're not used to my Oh so better calculator that yours. Hahaha. Yesterday, again, homework with Ain. At her crib. Kecoh luh sei, discussed about something which will be discussed about later on 1st July. &Guess what she said about my calculator, "Okay, his calculator doesn't suck". Haha. Why the sudden change towards my calculator? Cause it can calculate standard form & it has batteries to run on. Hers doesn't have enough batteries & when she showed me her calculator's answer, the answer fade away. Maybe the calculator hates me. I don't know. Hahaha. Supposed to be cleaning my room right now, but since my mum did not scold me watching the television & using the telephone, I think it's alright to use her laptop. Haha.
People out there who are interested in watching PSS's first ever combined performing arts concert, IM me or tag me otay(: Or you can go to http://punggol-band.blogspot.com for more info. I hope I have given enough?

08 June 2008 @ 9:27 PM

Yesterday I cooked a huge meal for my sis & I. Deep fried some crunchy fried chicken & donuts. Pictures up as soon as possible. I had found a lame hobby for myself ever since yesterday, Dragonfable. Hahahahahaha! I swear that this would be temporary 'cause the last time I played it, I only played for 5 days, tops. Incredible tales at 10 tonight on Channel 5. Planning to watch it, IF my sis does. Met Ain for a few minutes. She sms-ed me "Meet at orange bustop now!" I rushed down then the only thing she wanted to said was 'Hello', or was it 'Hi'. Pathetic. Did chat witth her under her block. Making new email, will tell everyone as soon as I get it done((: Mum said Mat Saleh Celup is coming back today, but no news of the owner saying that he wants to come. So, I'll just wait. &I hope they keep that ear-licking cat Kenit. Shishkebabs. I really have nothing to blog about today, hahaha. &Again, I WILL be free this week. Oh please ask me out, I wann aget out of this all-day-computer life. Till here(:

06 June 2008 @ 8:33 PM

Punggol Secondary School

Presents Our First Ever

Combined Performing Arts Concert
on
Saturday
28th June 2008
NAFA (Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts)
5pm
Tickets sold at $10 each
Will be playing songs like - Ballad for Peace, Spirit Of the Pioneers, Twinkle Twinkle Little Star & other songs. Will be combining with Choir for The Millennium Song & a combined item with all the performing arts with the song Can't Take My Eyes Off You. Tag me for more details or order of tickets. ((:

Had band today, till 4. Lunched in school thanks to Syazalli(: Thanks. &Homed around 6. Ate some spicy chicken my mum cooked & drank up to 5 glasses and 3 scoops of sugar. Spicy hot! Where is she when I need someone to talk to. I thinks she's swimming just now. &FYI, that she is not a special person. -.-: Close friends. Missed a chance to chill with Seri as I didn't check my phone in the morning on the way to school - sad. &I'm free for the whole week next week. My trip to Malacca was canceled. Stupid car. Shishkebabs. Sorry band for not bringing home my when as I didn't knew about this until 9 minutes ago. But there is an intensive band practice in the last week of school holidays. &I have to catch up with my homework as my mum has already started nagging me. Stupid Pang, FYI, I don't do my homework just to pass, I do my homework, just that when we give you something that we had put in a lot of effort in it & you call it shit, it doesn't show that you are caring. <-- I know my sentence structure sucks, thanks to Mrs Pang. Bodoh! Busok punyer orang! &Oh yeah, I saw Mirrah in school just now. I swear, I have not seen her wearing the school uniform for like, Fuyoh! A very very very very very long time. I would pay her to see her wear her school uniform! Actully, no! Hahahahahaha. Have to do the Social Studies project with Seri & XX & Shaun & the English project with Seri. On the way home, Police & Thief was on TVmobile. Watched it of course! Stupid class, when the teacher asked "Which war happened after WWI?", one on them said "Star Wars". &I was like laughing alone in the double-decker bus. Seated at the back of the upper deck, everyone turned back & looked at me as if I was crazy or something. Hahahaha. Guess what?! My cat just gave birth to 5 new born kittens. &All look healthy. Congrats Stripe!

05 June 2008 @ 10:39 PM

I did not get to say what I wanted to say for the last few days. I know you'll think that I'm a band freak blahblahblah... But For Your Information, without the instruments we had last time, I don't think we would even have our current oh so popular music okays. I hope I get this clear - I am not a band freak. For the pass few days, the band has bonded like glue, &I really mean, LIKE GLUE. Everyone really stick with each other, but the bad thing is - everyone has their own group. &These groups don't mix. Sad. But I know, it won't stay the same. Okay, band camp was fun. Drilling was brought up to a higher level - a higher level of lame-ness. Hahaha. Really, there was six of us, lame enough to march all the way from the band room, to the lift, take the lift down, and then march back up. Haha, &it's quite funny when we stop every eight counts, & everyone is like staring at us like "WTH are those band freaks doing there?". Hahahahahahaha. We played the 'Honey, do you love me?' game. I started first, Jerin was my target. Her voice! Damn high pitch luh, can beat the flute or picollo anytime man! Then she always look at my face, and always wanna laugh. I use the SEDUCING way to say 'Honey,(shows pathetic face), do you LOVE me?'. Hahahahahaha. Fun lah! Can't wait for the next batch of committees to organise the next camp, I hope it's a day camp(: Cause I know I won't be sleeping over. Had tuition just now, & I did his homework last minute & only reached the 5 question after skipping one when he arrived. He really went through everything under half-an-hour - as planned of course. &Now, I have another 9 parts to do (1a-d, 2a-d). Haha. &I have one week to do so. Cause I can't make it for Tuesday's lesson. Oh when am I destined to reach high G?

02 June 2008 @ 11:40 PM

Amaths in the morn. Went back home & attend to my sister. Just came back from night practice. On the way there, the bus was darn packed! Some women stepped on my shoe - I just kept quiet. I don't really wanna make a fuss in public. Actually, that all. The ride back home was eyrie. There was only like 3 people on the bus, sitting far apart from each other. I'm planning to sleep overnight tomorrow. Hahaha! I hope my mum comes back early!

I hope me not coming for camp doesn't affect my future in band, cause I really want a post.I saw that everyone just now had a lot of fun and have bonded, &I would like to join them. I would have a lot of things to say BUT I just can't remember what I wanted to say. Shishkebabis.