I just can't
08 October 2008 @ 9:12 PM
I thought today was only Maths Paper 1, but apparently, it was Paper 1 & 2. Lucky the paper was, easy(?) Out of the 140 marks, I can get 11o marks, I hope. And then it was Science (Chemistry & Physics) Paper 1. I swear, I used my calculator to do a random dice number, and since the options B & C are the frequent answer, the dice number 5 and 6 became my B and C. A, B, C and D are 1, 2, 3 and 4 respectively. I don't even know what the hell the paper was talking about! I only knew the Chemistry parts, which are only the basics. BASICS! I think I can only get like only a passing mark for the paper. Tomorrow is the other two Science Papers, 2 and 3. Going to mug for Physics tonight and just skim through the chemistry textbook before the paper tomorrow.
"Making mistakes is part of life, and so is being mocked" Azharrrrr
I did a very, very, very big mistake today. Doing it was even a misery for me. I don't know what I'm gonna do now but I know, I will go to school and face the music. Mockery is already part of my life so hearing it won't be any problem. But being mocked by close friends, I just won't take it. Let's just see tomorrow. I was really worked up but I was calming down when I was in the midst of sms-ing her. But I just couldn't control my feelings and I think my hand was over my mind mentally. I ended up blaming her then asking. But I knew I was in the wrong, I think. But being mocked on the phone while shouting back in the bus was quite a new experience (though it may be quite bad), I've learnt something new.
NEVER TALK ON THE PHONE WHEN IT IS RAINING CAUSE THE OTHER PARTY WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND WHY WE ARE SHOUTING. BUT THEY CAN SHOUT THOUGH, IT IS NEVER WRONG WHEN THEY DO IT, BUT IT IS ALWAYS WRONG WHEN WE ARE DOING IT. EVERYONE IN MY HOUSE EXPERIENCES IT, SO, IT'S NORMAL.
I hope this doesn't get any worse, cause loosing this friendship is loosing life to me. I'd rather be dead.